January 2012
4 posts
‘Cause every time I breathe I take you in,
And my heart beats again
Baby I can’t help it.
You keep me drowning in your love.
And every time I try to rise above,
I’m swept away by love.
Baby I can’t help it,
You keep me drowning in your love.
Tell me girl… The words to say, the road to take to find a way back to your heart. What can I do to get to you and find a way back to your heart.
I remember what you wore on the first day you came into my life and I thought hey, this might be something.
It’s disgusting how I love you
May 2011
8 posts
These 3 words, Ive been holding back trying to fight, but imma let em out these 3 words gotta let you know. here i go…….. GO SCREW YOURSELF ive had enough yea, now we’re done. GO SCREW YOURSELF not gunna lie, yea it was fun. but GO SCREW YOURSELF!
The opposite of war isn’t peace. Its creation.
Are you gonna kiss me or not Are we gonna do this or what I think you know I like you a lot But you’re ‘bout to miss your shot Are you gonna kiss me or not
I know you see me broken. But there’s so much unspoken.
Your my key.
You unlock me.
Keep me safe, keep me warm, keep me happy.
I’ll tell the world that you’re mine and you got me.
Wanna make the world dance, forget about the price tag.
If the whole word told me I should disappear could I fall right right next to you?
April 2011
3 posts
Its not so much that I am missing you.
Its more like I’m so lost without you.
The sky is turning golden now
Wish you were with me now
My body aches for you.
Feels empty since you left.
Is anyone left who isn’t broken, shatter confused?
I stare at my reflection in the mirror, Why am I doing this to myself. Losing my mind on a tiny error. I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
Don’t lose who you are in the blur of the stars. Seeing in deceiving, Dreaming is believing. Its ok not to be ok. Sometimes its hard, to follow your heart; Tears don’t mean your losing, Everybody’s bruising, Just be true to who you are.
March 2011
3 posts
Mistreated. Misplaced. Misunderstood.
live-laugh-die-love asked: i love your blog!!
You bring me back to my abc’s
You’re the best when it comes to the birds and the bees.
I feel like I havn’t felt in a while
You make me feel like and innocent child.
Quit playing games with my heart.
Do you do what you did when you did with me.
Does she love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the things that you did with me?
Causes baby I didn’t.
That should be me holding your hand.
That should be me making you laugh.
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong....
February 2011
27 posts
baby when you’re gone, i realize im in love.
the days go on and on and the nights just seem so long
even food dont taste that good, drinks aint doing what it should
things just feel so wrong, baby when you’re gone.
pick up all you tears
throw them in your backseat
leave without a second glance.
somehow i’m to blame for this never ending race track you call life.
so turn right into my arms.
turn right you wont be alone
you might fall of the track sometimes.
hope to see you on the finish line.
i can do it like a brother
do it like a dude.
grab my crotch,
wear my hat low like you.
I’m beautiful in my way, ‘Cause God makes no mistakes I’m on the right track, baby I was born this way Don’t hide yourself in regret, Just love yourself and you’re set I’m on the right track, baby I was born this way
My momma told me when i was young.
“We are all born superstars”
I can honestly say you’ve been on my mind since I woke up today.
What’s your cell?
We’re playing naked twister back at my hotel
I’m on the right track baby. I was born this way.
I miss you.
I miss your smile.
And I still shed a tear every once in a while.
And even though its different now.
You’re still here somehow.
My heart won’t let you go,
And I need you to know…
I miss you
A few questions that I need to know.
How you could ever hurt me so.
I need to know, what I’ve done wrong.
And how long its been going on.
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me safe, but ill know never to make the same mistakes again.
Cause everything inside
It never comes out right
And when I see you cry
It makes me want to die.
I’m sorry I’m bad
I’m sorry I’m blue
I’m sorry ‘bout all the things I said to you
And I know, I can’t take it back.
I love how you kiss
I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go round.
And I just wanted to say
I’m sorry
I’m not perfect.
But I keep trying
Cause that’s what I said I would do from the start.
I’m not alive if I’m lonely
So please don’t leave.
Was it something I said?
Or just my personality?
What you don’t understand is that I would catch a grenade for ya.
Throw my hand on a blade for ya.
I’d jump in front of a train for ya.
You know I’d do anything for ya.
I would go through all this pain.
Take a bullet straight through my brain.
Yes I would die for ya baby…
But you won’t do the same.
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you’re from.
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change.
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
Now their gone and you’re wishing you could give them everything.
Bottles popping till we can’t stand.
We keep it rocking till 6 am.
I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing.
Just praying to a god that I don’t believe in.
Cause I got time while he got freedom.
Cause when a heart brakes no it don’t break even.
Of all the things I still remember. Summers never looked the same.
Years go by and time just seems to fly.
But the memories remain.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing infront of you saying im sorry for that night.
And I’d go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missin’ you,
Wishing i’d realized what I had when you were mine.
I’d go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I got a feeling that tonight’s gunna be a good night.
If I said my heart was beating loud If we could escape the crowd somehow If I said I want your body now Would you hold it against me Cause you feel like paradise I need a vacation tonight So if I said I want your body now Would you hold it against me
The world just chewed her up and spat her out.
If you don’t dream big, then what’s the use in dreaming.
If you don’t have faith, there’s nothing worth believing.
I takes one hope, to make the stars worth reaching for.
How many special people change.
How many lives are living strange.
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall,
Faster than a cannonball.
Where were you while we were getting high?
January 2011
11 posts
Oh kiss me, like you mean it, like you miss me.
Cause I know that you do.
If you die will I get word that you’re gone?
Or will I hear it in passing conversation?
Will I stop short and fall to the ground?
Distance is short when your hand carries what you eye found.
Something tells me I’m into something good.
I don’t wanna be afraid.
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today.
And know that I’m ok.
Cause everyone’s perfect in unusual ways.
You see, I just wanna believe in me.
I don’t need anymore broken heart.
I’m tired of waiting for life to start.
I just need a place to land
I wanna find myself again.
Ready, set, I’m pushing through the door
Running faster than I ever have before.
So take this as my final stand.
Come on and catch me if you can.
